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Ok so yea.. hmmmm
I got bored and decided to make this site to keep in touch with family adn friends and such.....
check back at least once a month to see if its updated. i dont know when ill update it so just check often....
but yea welcome to my world
the world of a 15 year old girl going to a crappy school that is messed up and stupid and living with my parents and
11 dogs, 9 buffalo, and a whole mess of other things. im not afraid to speak my mind about things and i dont care what other
ppl think. i am very open with most ppl and love to get mail from everyone. im in the band and an active member in the school
gsa. i live with my stepdad and my mom in a little podunk town the state calls wakarusa where population is 0. I'm currently
communicating with my biological father and sister but im not quite sure where that will end up yet. im in my sophomore year
of high school and its not all its cracked up to be. but umm i guess thats enough for now.
So a lot is going on I guess. I was talking to a friend today about how she has a boyfriend and i havent had one in a
year. but im ok with that. i realized that i have too much stuff going on to handle a relationship. between my sperm donor
(sp) and everything im really stressed. my mom has to go to conciliation becuase sp wont sign the adoption papers. so who
has to go waste time sitting talking with a person trying to work out some sort of visitation schedule, which is impossible
to do becuase im not seeing him. i dont want to and i dont have to. so its a waste of time. and my grandma sharon doesnt want
me to change my name although she does understand why this adoption is important to me. and well ok my aunt trina got married
a year ago and now their bank account is behind like $600 and her husband mark wont tell her where it is going and she is
fed up with it and so she was going to move back like not long before thanksgiving. but my mom had to open her big mouth and
say something that made my aunt even more mad. so she quit her job, after just putting in her two weeks notice. and has decided
to leave pennsylvania on friday. which means she will get here saturday. and i have to clean my room adn the second bedroom
and the "office" before she comes. (meaning tonight) and i have to go to my mom's friend's wedding. but thank god mary is
coming with me. and then denises 16th birthday party is that night. and then on sunday we are going to lay a stone in honor
of my mom's dog angel that died in a car accident a year ago Sunday (nov. 7) and besides all that i have a lot
of school obligations. i have to get ready to take the plan test (practice for the ACT) and i have to plan a GSA get together.
since i have officially become treasurer and am leader of the fun and social group. and i have an essay due. and a bunch of
stuff. im so overwhelmed. and i still have to get school pics done at walmart. and ugh. i need a break. but tonight i get
to clean and write me intro and conclusion to my essay. fun, fun, fun.
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What's New?
Nov. 8, 2004.
I'm not having a very good time right now. Things are getting so hard for me. I have so many obligations. Now I
have to help move my Grandma's stuff and my Aunt Trina's stuff into a storage unit. She brought everything and she doesnt
plan on ever going back to her husband but they're not getting a divorce. It's so good to see her. I missed her and I
love her. But with everything going on, on top of it all my youth minister resigned. The church had a party for him yesterday
and my mom dropped me off at 6:20 or so and said I could stay till 8, when it ended. Well, she picked me up at 7:10 because
she wasn't feeling well and didn't want to come get me later and I couldn't find a ride home. So, yea. i at least got to tell
him how much he means to me. He's like family. Ever since two years ago at Gary's Berries he has done so much for me. He has
put up with so much from me. It's going to be so weird not having him there. He was the one who inspired me to go into a career
that helps teens. This really sucks.
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